This blows…

Sometimes it blows being an adult, and having to make grown up decisions.

I have been consumed by this burning desire/need to be pregnant again.  It is all I can think about, it is in my every waking moment, sometimes even in my dreams.  I don’t know what to call it, hormones, my biological clock ticking, nature, call it what you will, it is all consuming, like I am being possessed.

But I have been brought back to earth, very rudely.  And as I wipe the dust of my face and clothes, I have to concede that a VALID point has been made and perhaps trying to have another baby in light of certain circumstances on the home front, may not be the smartest move I have ever made.

So I will cease and desists…

Till things change…and here’s hoping that is sooner rather than later.